Lyrics: Lexus Cochran
Music: Lexus Cochran
I've always wondered what it like to be in love
Now that I've had it I would not wish that on anyone
I've always wondered what it like to be in love
Now that I've had it I would not wish that on anyone
Still can't text you back
Still won't text you back, no
Still can't text you back
Still won't text you back, no
Still can't text you back
Still won't text you back, no
Still won't text you back, no
Don't wanna be someone to cause you pain
But sometimes I think about how much I want to get even
You are like my demon, somehow still my muse
You use and abuse me
I know you sit in that room
And you cry and you yell
You don't feel sorry for me
You just feel sorry for yoursеlf
All those people that you keep around
You'll push thеm all away
Pull out your list and go down
And try and check off every name
Who can you blame?
You seeking sutures for your pain
But every marks a stain on ya'
I know you think you’ve changed
But it still all feels the same
Invoking damage to my heart girl
I know I’m not the only one but I, sure played my part well
I know you think you smart but its dumb to try and start here
The only thing that’s changed is I changed how much you knew me
When you send that message to me there’s still weight on you, it’s glooming, yeah
And I know better
But now I know better
Take off these tethers to my heart
And try and do better
I'm seeking shelter from your weather
No longer grateful for your storm
Found somewhere where it’s warmer
And now she lay beside me
Yes, she is right beside me
I still feel the presence of a demon partly that makes me wanna blow it all away and flee another shared apartment
I guess we never really change, do we?