Music: Brea Shay McConnal
Ooh, I can never get that year back
You're telling me love was your hand on my neck
Telling me never leave obscenities
Like reasons why you and I were meant to be
Now you're calling like a woman obsessed
Thinking I'm crying like you got me depressed
Saying I'm lost and stressed when I feel my best
Like a weight got lifted off my chest
Ooh, woah
Really I, I was your provider, moth to a fire
You took all I had and never lifted me higher
I am not your mother, you dragged me under
Wasted all my energy to make you feel better
And if you want someone to ignite ya
Maybe you should have got your own lighter
Instead of feeding off of my desire
'Cause baby girl, I am not your provider
Not your provider
Ooh, and I was always sitting on the fence
Always on edge, always on the defense
And mistake my affection as some kind of weakness
And oh, your arms made it hard for me to breathe in
And all your friends know the alibi
How good does it feel when you hook 'em with that line?
Now I'm out of reasons why, see another time
Testing my patience girl, give it another try
Ooh, woah
Really I, I was your provider, moth to a fire
You took all I had and never lifted me higher
I am not your mother, you dragged me under
Wasted all my energy to make you feel better
And if you want someone to ignite ya
Maybe you should have got your own lighter
Instead of feeding off of my desire
'Cause baby girl, I am not your provider
Not your provider
All the times you cried and looked me right in the eye got wasted
And all the games and lies, and all the ways that I tried got wasted
Wasted
I was your provider, moth to a fire
You took all I had and never lifted me higher
I am not your mother, you dragged me under
Wasted all my energy to make you feel better
And if you want someone to ignite ya
Maybe you should have got your own lighter
Instead of feeding off of my desire
'Cause baby girl, I am not your provider
Not your provider
Not your provider
No, I'm not your mother, not your provider, I'm not your mother
(I'm not your mother, not your provider, not your mother)
I'm not your mother, not your provider, not your provider
(I'm not your mother, not your provider, not your provider)
No, I'm not your mother, not your provider, not your provider
(I'm not your mother, not your provider, not your provider)