Lyrics: Elin Margareta Sandberg/Rachel Gonzalez/Tim Reynolds Music: Elin Margareta Sandberg/Rachel Gonzalez/Tim Reynolds I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second Why does it feel so hard Heavy to hold it all Nowhere to even find A place to pause Mindful messes, grinding teeth Sparse and littered realities Too much for me I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second A second to breathe A second to pull myself together The weather outside hasn’t been very nice to me A second to ground my feet To feel the earth beneath I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second A second to breathe A second to ground my feet To feel the earth beneath I just need a ****ing I just need a ****ing second A second to breathe A second to ground my feet To feel the earth beneath Why does it feel so hard