Music: Genesis Roland/Trevon Smith
You know I make mistakes,and I'm still young and dumb.
Yeah, I'm still doing pills,until my body numb.
I hate when you need me,when I can't never come .
I been up for 2 days,I'm off this X,I'm up before the sun.
I can't do right,look what I did ,I'm mad at what I done.
Can't see myself with no one else,you know you the one.
It hurt my heart,said you ain't pregnant ,want you to have my son.
I can be mile away still think about you, you on my mind in london.
I think i should accept the fact that ain't ready.
Scared of suicidal,praying and hoping end up dead plz.
I hurt you but i ain't do it on purpose,girl I'm scared plz.
I been crying blood, look in my eyes you might see red sea.
When I be getting high think of you,you drunk to think of me.
I been falling deep in this depression,want you to sink with me.
Know we connect different,don't want you to leave everytime you link with me.
Think we moving fast,gave you my lean and told you to drink with me.
Yeah, don't block me on everything when you get upset.
Middle school love might still look away when you get undressed.
you told me I gone be a star when I thought i was some less.
I'm chewing M523 back to back,I can feel it in my flesh.
When you not on my side it eat me a lot,girl that shit got me stressed.
You know I will go live and tell them I love you 2 times like finesse.
We both can't be liars,our love gone burning,turn that to a mess.
Ask me how many times I done been ****ed up on pills,can't even guess.
Yeah,I do wrong sometimes but I love you the best.
You tell me you hate me,i go get high cause them word hurt my chest.
If i went to college,I'm all in class write you name on desk.
I don't even wear no chains, a nigga will die he still touch my neck.
You know I make mistakes,and I'm still young and dumb.
Yeah, I'm still doing pills,until my body numb.
I hate when you need me,when I can't never come .
I been up for 2 days,I'm off this X,I'm up before the sun.
I can't do right,look what I did ,I'm mad at what I done.
Can't see myself with no one else,you know you the one.
It hurt my heart,said you ain't pregnant ,want you to have my son.
I can be mile away still think about you, you on my mind in london.