Music: Shadman Hussion
Tell me why you left me
I been dealing with this pain
purple liquor for the liver
I got codeine in my veins
Put you onto something real
So what's the Deal
I don't wanna die in vain
Woke up
I went to work another day
I missed Salah man
I didn't even pray
I always forget
I don't have a lotta faith
I never had the faith man
I'm going astray
I was sinning been thinking
This is the only way
To the riches and success
To the paper we all chase
My friends are not around
I'm drinkin' away the pain
Another month passed
and I'm feeling a bit spaced
I been getting blazed
to sleep away the pain
while I look for ways
to keep my mood up
Can we ever think about the better days
when I won't have to put lean into this cup
And now all I know is this darkness in my brain
My minds messed up and I might need a break
Hole in my chest and it's not from a blade
I'm like a hollow my heart been on froze
This dunya just keeps on getting cold
This dunya just keeps on getting cold
I don't wanna say that I'm alone
I don't wanna say that I'm alone
I know my time will come when I get old
Tell me why you left me
I been dealing with this pain
purple liquor for the liver
I got codeine in my veins
Put you onto something real
So what's the Deal
I don't wanna die in vain
Tell me why you left me
I been dealing with this pain
purple liquor for the liver
I got codeine in my veins
Put you onto something real
So what's the Deal
I don't wanna die in vain
Thinking will anyone remember my name
The times when I smiled to hide the pain
The times when I took all of this blame
The times when I had to self medicate
Friends always there but I push em away
I wanna be alone in my thoughts today
My family there but I push em away
I say I'm sorry for all of this pain
And I don't really know what to say
I done everything but pray
My soul is already in a grave
I done everything but stay
Sorry for the way that I treated this game
We call it life but I'm going insane
I been working hard to change all of my ways
I'm carrying this burden in my brain
Gotta get my mind up off this train
Cos I been working hard to find a way
I been working hard to find a way
Tell me why you left me
I been dealing with this pain
purple liquor for the liver
I got codeine in my veins
Put you onto something real
So what's the Deal
I don't wanna die in vain
Tell me why you left me
I been dealing with this pain
purple liquor for the liver
I got codeine in my veins
Put you onto something real
So what's the Deal
I don't wanna die in vain