Lonely Freestyle

[Verse 1] I'm overly versatile And soberly personal To those who I love But nobody is worth it to Talk to when I am distressed In the night I might have slipped up and did It once or twice I fall in love too fast just Check with my past And once it's all over Wear smiles like a mask I don't think I could handle one more goodbye I been in the dark just lookin for lights My music is trash What should I expect I copy the styles of those I respect I'm always behind in what Is coming next Yet I walk around campus like I am the best I ain't got no friends I don't go to parties I stay at home all night And start feeling sorry For myself because I feel pathetic I know that there have been others who've said it Won't lie [Hook] I don't know what I'm doing with my I got too many issues, but I act like it's alright I drown myself in music and ideas to help the fight But at night I'm trapped in silence, my sorrows cannot hide I'm just a robot I'm just a robot, yeah I'm just a robot I'm just a robot, yeah [Verse 2] To be honest my life ain't even that bad I just hate saying goodbye to memories And I hate looking back and seeing the best of me And I hate thinking this life is a mess ya see Last year I would've killed to be at university But now I'm all alone and it's seeming worse to me All of these artists just wanna get a verse with me But don't wanna hang because I don't burn the weed But that's not what I need I'm coping with a breakup You ever move away from home, not know anyone and have to go through that alone? It sucks Sorry it seems I broke from the rhyme scheme But I couldn't have limited What all of these times mean And I'ma keep going cuz I got more to say The hook wasn't great so I think it can wait I text myself I love you cause I know I'll get it back I'm sorry that these songs are sad, but the album's name is "Black" I've got so much to say, I know that she doesn't wanna hear it My songs make her cry, and I miss her smile, that's the spirit [Hook] I don't know what I'm doing with my I got too many issues, but I act like it's alright I drown myself in music and ideas to help the fight But at night I'm trapped in silence, my sorrows cannot hide [Verse 3] I still replay all your I love you's in my voice mail And all these students around campus just waiting for this boy's fail I just wanna be happy, I don't care how I get there One just isn't enough for these days, so I've been living on ten prayers