Lyrics: Susanne Brown
Yeah
Step inside a glimpse into my mind
Navigate I try to find a way to
Numb the pain and make it go away
But the pain just seems
To want to stay I
Try my best to give
My mind a rest
Even though I think
A million things at once
A million things at once
Don't be foolish man
I'm really trying
But this melancholy's got me dying
Try to sway my mind the other way
And keep my faith
But I'm not doing great
I was stronger
But my strength is crumbling
Talk to people
But they never listen
Can't relate their mindset
To my ways
Being brave I'm tired
Of being brave
I, I am so sad
I want to be glad
But my mind is testing me
Oh I, I am so sad
Contentious and mad
But I hope that it leaves me
Tearful eyes I'm trying to disguise
Better days I hope for better days and
Turn the page I want to turn the page
But this page has locked me in a cage I
Can attest this feeling
Ain't the best
And it's here to stay
No matter how hard I try
No matter how hard I try
"Don't you worry"
What a thought how decent
That advice sounds
Like a real achievement
It is grey not black
And white cliche
So I fray and try
To bear the strain
Walk in my shoes
You can experience
How it feels
To have these thoughts so often
Then you'll say it
Ain't no fun soiree
And I pray for healing every day
I, I am so sad
I want to be glad
But my mind is testing me
Oh I, I am so sad
Contentious and mad
But I hope that it leaves me