Music: Jacob Smith
I spend my time
Thinking bout things i never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different
I cut my hair to fit in with the crowd
And grew it out again
I knew it was artificial but somehow
I feel in doubt again
I fell in love in the 10th grade
But i hid it away
And to this point you still dont know yet
Thought all my life was mistake
Cause i always felt strange
And now these days im filled with regrets
So did you know
That i feel like a puppet, cant move on with the show
Said i'd go through a passage
But im stuck in the snow
Frozen leaves in the pathway i cant follow the road
And i just feel
I cant do things that i want to
I'm feeling a bit
Unmotivated and confused
Sick of being
Left confined up in this room
Lost in my head
And im so lost here without you
I spend my time
Thinking bout things i never had
And my whole life
Was wasted on dreading about the past
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different
They say look forward
Cause everything changes as you grow older
And i know, i feel much different
And i know, i feel much different