Lesley

Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, ******* up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, ******* up my system Now it's been 2 years since I hurt you I remember Instagram, used to search you up When I didn't give a shit, I was stealing all your pics Now I made a couple bucks And I think I made a difference, You miss me like all of a sudden I used to love you but now I'm just runnin' From thoughts in my head cause I think that you bluffin' You only want me cause I'm gettin' money I only want you cause back in the day, You had played with my feelings, Put knots in my stomach I only think you dated me Just cause you hated me, you always treated me funny You said you love me too fast, I knew it I fell in love with the past and blew it Realized I need the cash, I knew I never thought you would last, so threw it Father forgive me, For I know I’m settin’ then off with this Henny The room keep on spinnin’ I tryna impress her, so I keep on spendin’ She makin’ me jealous so I think she winnin’ Fallin’ awake, god, I’m hatin’ this feelin’ You are my drug, make my eyes hit the ceilin’ It’s finna take a long time for this healin’ She broke my heart and my soul she was stealin’ It’s been so long since somebody cared ‘Bout somethin’ that I said, money instead You care ‘bout your followers, baby, I’m here I follow you, honestly, yeah, everywhere Yeah, but you want to play with me head The only time you feelin’ me is in bed I swear that you treated me worse than the dead You act like I didn’t exist, but I did But you still get mad, everytime I left you on read Baby, I told you I was gon’ get bread And now that I’m here, you wan’ be friends Honestly, I should be apologizin’ I was a dog when I think about it There’s always two sides to the shit, regardless So when I look back, I’m the one that’s heartless ****, we should start speakin’ again I know that you listenin’ in And chill, I can’t see you again Cause I do not want to be friends The fact that I don’t know what I want That I’m makin’ my way to the top And my heart will be broke till it stop And my heart will be broke till it stop Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, ******* up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, ******* up my system Father forgive me, for you know that I'm always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor, ******* up my system