Suffocate

I find myself inside a coffin underneath 6 feet below the ground it's getting hard to breathe I look into the mirror and barely recognize The person on the other side
I find myself stare at the surface of the waves It's getting further as the water meets my gaze I look below and see the cars that pass me by And contemplate if I could fly
And I know that I will always be alone And I know that I will never feel at home And I grow apart from everything I have These memories will never last
And so be this vacant dream I let go of beautiful things I'm trying to believe my mind But I see through all of these lies
And I know that I will always be alone And I know that I will never feel at home And I grow apart from everything I have These memories will never last
And I fall so far that I can hardly see Down below the ground is catching up to me The clouds above they weep and softly sing my name As I start to float away
And I give up It's not enough I'm feeling hollow Feeling stuck I'm sorry for the way I am I wish I was a better man But I'm still weak I'll never be The person I'm supposed to be I'm so weak I'll never be Anything
Never be Never speak Anything Everything Walk away Hide my face Disappoint My family Dissapear Never here Fade into The ally way Hold my breath Nothing left Feel my chest Suffocate