I wish upon your star
That I would feel your heart
Only if I could be home with you
Cause I feel some worlds apart
I wish that I could fly
Into the somber sky
From valley low to mountain high
Cause I feel so low and dry
Country cold country cold country cold
Now I can't feel though the heat's turned high
Frostbitten numb to every low and high
Know what I forget I forget I forget
Now how it feels to really try
And I don't know why I've left myself to dry
Oh why I would like to think
That I look up when life is down yeah
But the optimist inside
Has learned to drown in these cynical lies
I wanna be a better version of me yet
Still I choose to sail into the sea sea sea sea
I wish that I could know
Just where I want to go
But you take me through the cradle
Now I just want to be home
Lately I've been hating weighing who I am
Wish that love could just forgive me
Or help me understand
Don't know why it's been so absent
Mind the shiny things in life
Cause I've been way too into my head
Now I just hope that I'll be alright alright alright
The more I seem to miss it
I feel like I don't belong
Try to catch it to try to kiss it
But this distance isn't gone
Hope this something brings
Me back to me
Cause I think my map is lost
Is it apathy no way
I know I'm hoping for somewhere to stay
Hello I'm fearing my mistakes
I think I just gotta face it
I won't lay to waste but my heart is not the strongest
So they say there's not much I can take
Now I don't need it
Just a little space now but I can breathe
I thought that having loneliness
Would make me long for me
But now I'm holding back back and it set me free
I would like to think that I look up
When my fear's down yeah
But the optimist inside
Has learned to drown in these cynical lies
I wanna be a better version of me yet
Still I choose to sail into the sea
Sea sea sea sea sea sea
I wish upon your star star star
That I could feel your heart
I will give you all my hope and fear
Cause I know that you are here