Lyrics: Grace Sanders/Ezekiel Padmanabham
Music: Grace Sanders
Today everything I feel is urgent
Swept under the tide I’ve got to surface
Burn another pound dodging my purpose
G on G, circling, if I sink
Only hurting me
Every little impulse gets me more stressed
Head wrapped up in clouds- should watch my footsteps
Ashamed of all the time I lost to wasting
Stay in bed, left on read, all we said
Echoes in my head
Mostly I try to forget
The way it felt before I left
Think of me, think of us, think of our time
Scared I gave you all
What should have just been mine
Lately I choose to believe
Love can be secure and free
Think of me, think of us, think of our time
Afraid I wasted all
The best years of my life
Saw you changed your hair and got a new ride
Jess switched up my look- I got a new vibe
Nights still get me heavy I don’t know why
Someone new, holds me through, still don’t feel
Quite as good as you
Everyone I meet- keep at a distance
Anxiety spirals into resistance
Hating on myself for feeling listless
No one’s here, just my fear, building walls
Tall within my mind
Mostly I try to forget
The way it felt before I left
Think of me, think of us, think of our time
Scared I gave you all
What should have just been mine
Lately I choose to believe
Love can be secure and free
Think of me, think of us, think of our time
Afraid I wasted all
The best years of my life