Lyrics: Elxan
Music: Elxan
Lotta, pains really made
me but the darkest, times
couldn’t break me
Told em story,bout my life
and they thought, it was
a movie
I be feeling, like ****
the fame Just a rich
nigga am tryna be
This everybody so fake
even skin colors Ain’t
real to me
losing, your mind for hoe
You’re a b***h,don’t come
close to me
Pour out my heart, don’t
give a **** bout what
they say you can’t use me
I know that day am gonna
****ing, leave this earth
don’t tryna miss me
meditate, on my message
and I promise yo gonna feel
me,
Truth to be told they never
showed me everything, they
did was for em benefit
The only real love I ever
got was from my family
for real,
Tryna tell you that you
losing it
the moment you thought
you was using me
If I give you little of my time
then you mean a lot to me
picking up calls from spirit
Cant pay no attention to
these human being
lost my heart and lost
my momma this ****ing
cold world ain’t new to me
got a young nigga body
but am OG
If a nigga said he ain’t feeling
me then he stupid
Paper, chase am on a race
tryna get it quickly.
I know some niggas that
I trust and they still snitching
me.
I know they hate it when
I talk cuz they really want
me to quit..
but noo.
They don’t feel what I feel
so rather be lonely
They only hate they
ain’t supporting, me
I thought, we was living
life so why they judging me
I seen it all from day one
they ain’t real to me
All my homies switched
because they blind
They can’t see the vision
All this leaders and pastors
like they’re agent, to the devil,
Gotta stay up on my grind
I talk to God **** religion.
Gave em love gave em money
but they don’t care they
backstabbed? me
They clowned on me cuz
they all goofies
Thought I was capping
bout trenches
Like everybody in city
they all bunch of p**ssy
Giving me fake love
I don’t need it keep it
for your siblings
Studio like a kitchen lotta
dope vibe we be cooking.
freaky shawty looking at me.
Cuz am too D
All this beatz like opps
to me So I gotta kill em
I made my homies proud of
me but still ain’t done yet.
I know some niggas
hating on me but
they’re my big fan
Once is morning I start
working I don’t sit down
Seen a lot I accomplished
and am like woah woah
Wanna be me
don’t wanna change
they said am so proud
But they can’t stop me
am on a mission
It’s ain’t over
Born to rule like a king
And to my hatters time is over.
I be feeling like am higher
higher than the highest
Feeling like JC
B**tch this shit ain’t just
word plays Or some y’all
usual bars
I put some pain and
tears in the making for
real
My whole last mixtape
was just a freestyle
don’t get it twisted
Am gonna be making hit
song till am known and
gone
I need three shawty
on my bed I need three
sum
We was good kids
but life ain’t fair Shit
changed us
Walking straight down
to the throne
I do it all alone
They thought, am capping
bout the mud cuz am clean.
Written by: Elxan