Myself involved
I wanted to be in the background
To see you from afar while you grow to be
Off without much sympathy
With everything you've done to me
My honest apologies
I don't care where you end up and see
I won't lie and say I'm angry
When in reality I'm cold and torn away
With all the time I never gave
I don't wanna think about the bad things
Even though you wanted me in charge of them all
I can see your insecurities
Underneath that prevalent mask
An itch on my skin
You let it corrode
I look within
In doubt again
To see if I can find what it is
That I was missing from the start
Don't tell me my honest apologies
I don't care where you end up and see
I won't lie and say I'm angry
When in reality I'm hollow
For the first time
And this night I'd rather be by your side