Lyrics: NIJUUGO*A
Music: NIJUUGO*A
Arranger: NIJUUGO*A
Oh God, not this again, I'm a danger to myself when I'm all alone
Not knowin' what comes next, there's this feeling like I'm never truly on my own
I'm being given all the words to say
In a somewhat algorithmic kind of way
There's instructions in my head that I must obey
Someone tell me, am I really gonna be okay? (Hey)
You don't have to act so tough when there really isn't anything for you to gain
I think enough's enough, I'll lend you all the tools to finally end the pain
"I'm fine": we know that's no excuse
Why suffer through more years of abuse?
"I won't": girl, you've already tied the noose
What more do you have to lose?
Imagine what it's like to live your life an empty shell
But many noises in your head make it a living hell
Hallucinations, fueling all of my intrusive thoughts
You know, I just wanna know when all them will stop
Every single little thing is driving me insane
Can't get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous
Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain
Haunted by words I've never said, I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head
Voices in my head
Voices in my head
I'm haunted by words I've never said, I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head
Right, you better listen up, just let me speak - don't interrupt
You wanna cry? It sucks to suck; your "friends" don't even give a ****
You say: "No one's ever praised me"
They call you sad, depressed, and lazy
And you're sick of all the harm they've done
So take the knife: go crazy
Imagine not knowing what your actions are gonna be
It feels like you've been stripped of all of your autonomy
And every single voice is telling me that they're my friend
But no, I just wanna know if all of this will end
Every single little thing is driving me insane
Can't get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous
Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain
Haunted by words I've never said, I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head
Voices in my head
Voices in my head
I'm haunted by words I've never said, I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head
Nobody's listening; is there any way to show the pain I'm going through?
It's all so sickening - everything they've ever said is true
And yet, despite these facts, I'd still fight back for my control
Because I've just always known they'd never take my soul
Every single little thing is driving me insane (driving me insane)
Can't get a hold of my consciousness; every thought I have is so ominous (it's all so ominous)
Chaos, order, made-up horrors, in my fractured brain (in my fractured brain)
Haunted by words I've never said, I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head
(Oh God, not this again, I'm a—)
Voices in my head
(Not knowin' what comes next, there's a—)
Voices in my head
(I'm being given all the words to say, in a somewhat algorithmic kind of way)
I'm haunted by words I've never said
I'm a prisoner to the voices in my head