Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why
My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days
I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip
** you
Oh said a million times
Said a million times
No I cannot decide
What to do with my life
I've been living a lie
I'm not doing it right
Baby I wanna cry
Suicide on my mind
I've been stuck in my ways
But I'm trying to change
Nothing's new with the pain
No it's all the same
No it's all the same
Why you running away
When I need you to stay
Baby need you to stay
I think I'll stay in my lane
Take it day by day
Window wipe the rain
Maybe wipe my shame
Sick of what I became
I'm sick of how you blame
You won't do what it takes
I know that everything's fake
Never did it for fame
I never tried to played games
I put the fuel to your flame
And then you burned my face
Ow you burned my face
I have nothing to gain
Just get out my space
You hate this place anyway
Oh said a million
Oh said a million times
I said a million
Once in a million
Oh said a million times
Said a million times
No I cannot decide
What to do with my life
I've been living a lie
I'm not doing it right
Baby I wanna cry
Suicide on my mind
I've been stuck in my ways
But I'm trying to change
Nothing's new with the pain
No it's all the same
No it's all the same
Why you running away
When I need you to stay
Baby need you to stay
I think I'll stay in my lane
Take it day by day
Window wipe the rain
Maybe wipe my shame
Sick of what I became
I'm sick of how you blame
You won't do what it takes
I know that everything's fake
Never did it for fame
I never tried to played games
I put the fuel to your flame
And then you burned my face
Ow you burned my face
I have nothing to gain
Just get out my space
You hate this place anyway