Lyrics: Tiffany Day
If this is everything I've ever wanted
Why does it feel like something's missing?
God, I question, is this actually real?
I've never been able to see myself as somebody more
Somebody like the other bodies on my screen I adore
And if I got a little love from you, was it just my luck?
Or do you actually believe I'm someone you could look up to?
'Cause I never really saw it in me, I don't believe
That you could see it in me either, I think I'm a copy
And see, I'm terrified that I don't really know myself well
I get too influenced and in over my head, I can't tell
What's really me or really you, the lines are always a blur
I feel this pity deep inside me, I'm self conscious, it hurts
So I keep living out my dreams of meeting people I love
But I can't tell if they think I'm somebody worthy of trust
I always dreamed about these moments
Now they're actually real
But somehow, I'm stuck in my head and I don't know how to feel
I thought that maybe if I signed a piece of paper, my life
Would be the way that I imagined, everything would be right
And now, the paper's right in front of me, the pen in my hand
But, God, I'm terrified of it and I just don't understand
How my passion for the thing that raised me up as a child
Turned into my greatest fear and how I don't even smile
When something good comes crashing into me, it's like I can't breathe
'Cause all I think about is when that good thing finally leaves
If this is everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Why does it feel?
If this is everything I’ve ever wanted
Everything I’ve ever wanted
Everything I’ve ever wanted
Why does it feel?
If this is everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Why does it feel?
If this is everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Everything I've ever wanted
Why does it feel?
If this is everything I've ever wanted
Why does it feel like something's missing?
God, I question, is this actually real?
I've never been able to see myself as somebody more
Somebody like the other bodies on my screen I adore