Lyrics: Reece Downes/Noah Terefe
Music: Reece Downes/Noah Terefe
Producer: Reece Downes/Noah Terefe
I'm paintin' in my room (Room), with some clairo playing
It's kinda dark out (Out), think it's too soon, can't help but say
I wanna do shrooms (Shrooms)
Sit in my room and then watch a movie or maybe a few too (Refuse to), scroll on my phone a little
Got a notification from YouTube
Everything I say is what I meant
And everything I say is just a thought outside my head (Thought outside my head)
Cause' there's a war inside my mind
And there's a world over the fence (World over the fence)
And if you're seeing your believing
So just know that's what I said (What)
If it's real and you love me
Like, would you stay the same? (Thе same)
I'm tryna figure out all the strеsses for you and all the pain (All the pain)
I'm tryna mold a razorblade into a ****in' wedding ring
I hope to God you stay the same (Stay the same)
I pray to God you never change
I'm tearing open through my chest
To know what's really true
I wish I was the voice inside your head instead of you (Instead of you)
Feeling like it's do or die
Woke up asking "Who am I?"
She was thinking suicide
I was thinking, like-
Psilocybin mind, I feel it setting in
I'm not wasting time, I'm wasting sedatives
And I'm wishing you'd be mine, so won't you let me in?
I'm wishing you'd be mine, girl, won't you let me in?
I just want your time, missing you heavily
There's so much on my mind, that you just couldn't see
I think about all the times through all you put on me
And you know that you can't deny it
And you don't ever write back? Oh, I'm sorry
You weren't on the right track
And I'm hardly wishing you would call back
Cause' I'm off out of it now
And you tell me that it's my fault, when it's not
Feelings hurt, I'm feelin' doubtful, do it a lot
Don't got no one I can talk to
But I'm trying my best, I guess?
Psilocybin mind, I feel it setting in
I'm not wasting time, I'm wasting sedatives
And I'm wishing you'd be mine, so won't you let me in?
I'm wishing you'd be mine, girl, won't you let me in?
I think that you still care, or is that too big a reach?
Tell me how it's fair, the things you do to me
I feel it in the air, from how you look at me
I think that I must move on, so long to Stephany
Artist Production Coordinator: Jeff Levin
Vocals: re6ce