Lyrics: GARP
Music: GARP
I don’t know how to stay
But I’m still here today
I’m drowning on dry land
But I’m still breathing
I don’t know what to say
But I made it through the day
I’m drowning on dry land
But I’m still breathing
I wake up every morning
And I don’t know why
I wanted to disappear
But I opened up my eyes
The sunlight through the curtain
Cuts right through my chest
I carry what I’m feeling
And I never get to rest
I hear the people laughing
Somewhere far away
Same world, different planet
I don’t know what to say
Standing behind glass
Where nobody sees me cry
I know you’re standing there too
And I know you wonder why
No one has to see it
For the pain to still be real
No one has to name it
For us to know how it feels
I don’t want to disappear
But I don’t know how to stay
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
Trying to make it through the day
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
Even when nobody sees
I’m drowning on dry land
But I’m still here, still breathing
No word for what we’re feeling
No easy way to say
But you and I keep waking up
And we’re still here today
Verse 2
I can’t even cry now
My eyes have run so dry
Counting ceiling cracks
Just to get me through the night
I don’t need a crowd
I don’t need a sound
I just need one person
Before I hit the ground
If you feel it too
Then hear me when I say
You don’t have to explain it
I already know the weight
Nobody sees the glass
You’re standing behind
But I see you
And I’ve been there
More times than I can count
You don’t have to be strong
You don’t have to be fine
Just take one more breath
And I’ll take one with mine
Chorus
I don’t want to disappear
But I don’t know how to stay
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
Trying to make it through the day
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
Even when nobody sees
I’m drowning on dry land
But I’m still here, still breathing
No word for what we’re feeling
No easy way to say
But you and I keep waking up
And we’re still here today
I never wanted it to end
I just wanted rest
One moment free
From this weight inside my chest
And if that’s you right now
Hold on, hold on
You don’t have to be okay
You just have to hold on
I won’t tell you it’s easy
I won’t tell you not to cry
I won’t say I understand
Every reason, every why
But if you’re still here breathing
After everything tonight
Then maybe that is something
Maybe that’s a little light
I don’t want to disappear
But I’m learning how to stay
Still somewhere in the in-between
But I made it through today
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
Even when nobody sees
I’m drowning on dry land
But I’m still here, still breathing
Maybe someday all this pain
Will find a different shape
Maybe someday we will cry
And finally feel okay
You’re not alone, you’re not alone
That’s the only truth I need
We’re drowning on dry land
But we’re still here, still breathing
You’re still here
Still breathing
That’s enough
That’s enough
I see you
In the dark
Still drowning
But we’re here
Still breathing
Still breathing
We’re still here
Today