false self

Music: Chris Greatti/Taylor Gordon I've decided that I don't wanna justify it Move in silence like an island That nobody wants to reside in Just keep it quiet 'Cause I don't wanna feel defiled Bruised ego like I'm a child In your shoes won't last a mile Or a few steps, a perfect test, just a few steps I'll fall out the nest, I'm not gonna fight it, not gonna deny it I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash In my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I dont know, it's all same Am I insane? Feel the answer changing each day Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change How do I need to change, ask myself the same everyday I tried to fight it The truth came back to bite me But I wanna feel it, wanna see it Even though it eats me whole I can't escape the pull, can't escape the pull I can't tell that lie, not one more time Think you know me, but you can't see behind my eyes My false self must die, it's no surprise I wanna know me, but I can't hear my thoughts I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash In my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I dont know, it's all same Am I insane? Feel the answer changing each day Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change Feel the answer change, I don't wanna change, but I need to change How do I need to change, ask myself the same everyday