Lyrics: Rocco John Greco
Music: Rocco John Greco
Six months since I last called
Why bother trying if I won't get through my own walls?
Wasting my time lying
One mistake and I'm better off dying
Oops, ****ed up
Try again
Keep replaying in my head
Tough luck, had enough
I could run off and regret
Our lost time we left behind
But I hope you know I tried
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that's left has faded
So ****ing isolated
I don't know how to face it
We're left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated
Do I show you the villain that I see in myself
Or spend every waking hour tryna be someone else?
I'm a hollow husk of the whole I try to sell
Just an empty kid with my frail shell
So I'll try to hide, try to look you in the eyes
Try to tell you that it's fine
Without stepping out of line
I'm terrified of my own mind
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that's left has faded
So ****ing isolated
I don't know how to face it
We're left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Cuz I can't fix what's not there anymore
Maybe it's for the better if this doesn't last forever
Cuz I won't find the place I left behind
Authenticity, honesty used to be so easy
But now I know no matter what that it's a ****ing pipe dream
Honestly I don't know what I'm even thinking
Trying to convince myself that there's even a real me
Honesty used to be so easy
But not I know no matter what that it's a ****ing pipe dream
So why?
Why try if I'm so terrified?
Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that's left has faded
So ****ing isolated
I don't know how to face it
We're left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated