In My Garden (ft. annapantsu & feebeechanchibi)

Rose: Dear Eden, how are you? I know it’s been a while, but I’m going to be in town this weekend, and I was hoping to see you. Can we meet somewhere? Eden: Dear Rose, you flaming trash heap of a sister. No word from you for over a year, and you just appear and demand an audience? Rose: Dear Eden, nice to hear from you again too! How does coffee on Sunday morning sound? Eden: Dear Rose, you’re lucky I have a heart of gold. I can be there at 11 Rose: Dear Eden, see you then! Eden: So, um. What brings you back into town? Rose: Actually, I’ve been looking all over for this book we had called “In My Garden." You didn’t hang onto it somehow, did you? Eden: “In My Garden?” What are you talking about? Rose: At bedtime for years, mom would read us this story Of a girl who lived all on her own She played everyday in a magical garden Full of flowers and trees that she’d grown I memorized all of the plants in her garden Before mom stopped reading each night You may not remember a lot of the flowers Eden: (Please don’t tell me you’re about to—) Rose: So I’ll list out a few that you might Violets, daisies, lilacs, lilies Hyacinths, azaleas Roses—her favorite kind of seed Eden: Oh, really Rose: And at the end mom, without fail Eden: ‘cause mom would NEVER fail us Rose: Would read (the following passage out loud: In my garden, dreams come true There’s nothing here that I can’t do Every day brings new delight In my garden, the future is bright Eden: Rose, I love you, but why do you always do this? Rose: Do what? Eden: You came here looking for a picture book? Don’t you have things to take care of at school? Rose: I just thought— Eden: Did you think? Do you ever think? Hey, you have a good memory— Do you remember those rose-patterned sneakers You wore every day at age nine? When it rained, you refused to wear actual rain boots ‘cause you loved things with floral designs? You got sick after splashing through too many puddles The pneumonia gave us a scare I sat by your bedside and waited and waited All the time that our mom wasn’t there It’s exhausting, you’re still lost in Your imagination I can’t protect you every day! Rose: But if you could have a garden Eden: (Oh, sweet mother of creation.) Rose: What would you say? Eden: Acting in praxis will always take some some Practice, I get that it’s inexact and Rose: If you could have it Your way, Eden: Taxing but better than basking in cactuses Rose: Any way, Eden: I mean actually, what are you asking me? Rose: What would you Say? Eden: Life is not a fairy tale where clouds are cottony Rose: What would you Say? Eden: Woes forgotten in a litany of Botany! Rose: What would you Say? Eden: But you keep going on, and on, Rose: What would you Say? Eden: and will you ever Eden: Stop!? Rose: Okay... Eden: (Oh, twist my arm) I'd say: In my garden, troubles melt You’ll leave behind the pain you’ve felt The sun will rise and you’ll be free In my garden, you’ll be safe here with me Rose: Yes! What else? Eden: Really, Rose? I was hoping we could actually catch up, not brainstorm fantasy homes like a couple of twelve-year-olds Rose: The fantasy is what makes it fun, dummy! Come on, you could have anything, live anywhere. What would it be like? Eden: What will it take for you to just give this up? Rose: Picture in your mind a house in the woods Eden: (No.) Rose: By a lake? Eden: (No!) Rose: Oh a hill? Eden: (Oh my god.) Rose: Picture in your mind a house on a hill The clouds change shape But time stands still Standing in the doorway You gaze at the sky Your hair drifts back As a breeze blows by The halo of the sun Would light up the skies And you’d sleep as it sets And the moon gently closes your eyes Eden: Rose, you can’t keep dreaming Rose: (Hey,) what’s Wrong with dreaming? Eden: And acting on a dime Eden: ‘Cause you can’t drown out the voices saying Rose: Can’t you hear the future screaming? Rose & Eden: Once upon a time Eden: It’s hard to leave the memories Rose: Which one of us is drowning? Eden: That are closest to your heart Rose: Which one of us is stuck? Eden: And I know this book is one of them Rose: There’s a book you should read that shows Eden: But you have to make a start with Rose: Dreaming doesn’t suck, called Rose & Eden: “In My Garden” Rose: I guess I like dreaming of paradise gardens ‘Cause real life isn’t as fair Only you’ve ever helped me when I’ve been in trouble And I know you can’t always be there Eden: I get that a life with a half-absent family Is the only one we’ve ever known But I hope you don’t feel like the girl in her garden ‘Cause you don’t have to struggle alone Rose: I'm afraid Eden: And That’s okay! Rose Life is never easy But trust me, together we’ll be strong Rose: And I guess the real garden Eden: (No, too cheesy.) Rose: Was inside us all along Eden: (Oh my god.) Rose: C'mon, Eden! Sing with me! Rose & Eden: In our garden, we won’t hide Two friends and siblings side by side We won’t give up when life goes wrong! 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