Lyrics: Rae Valentine
Music: Rae Valentine
When they touch you,
When they’re close,
The chills that you get
Are so ****ing dozed
Up to a level you can’t explain
It’s just something that lashes the pain away.
Calls again, off again,
The number you’ve dialed is busy again,
And now it’s bad, coz I don’t think I’ll ever be free
It’s like climbing a never-ending tree
Coz you're still in the back of my mind
Like a flare burnin' now and then
Reminding me of what we were
I wished for the things to be undone
You look at them and
notice your breath being caught,
Is that a real thing or just a ****in' glow-up?
You can’t take your eyes off
You can’t make your tummy rawl
Out the butterflies
Which make you feel so fine
And then it hits,
the things you’d said you’d never do
The promises that made us go through
Keep breaking bit by bit
Thrashing our hearts slit by slit
Can we even see how ****ed up,
****ed up we've been?
Coz you're still in the back of my mind
Like a flare burnin' now and then
Reminding me of what we were
I wished for the things to be undone
You come back to me saying you’re sorry,
Makin' my nights, makin' my nights all the more blurry
Making me go back to wanting you every night
Even if it meant for fights,
My knees go weak to the sound of your voice.
This time, I've to
Walk away from the things that hurt me
Coz I need to love myself
And let myself be free
From the hate, I’ve been carrying
From the love I need to bury
Deep down somewhere where even I can never find.
You came into my life filling it with colors,
Like a rainbow left like a hurricane
And left nothing but destruction
You were a beautiful time in my life,
But that’s where you’re meant to stay,
Coz no art is hung up on the same wall,
Cause tomorrow’s another day!
You're still in the back of my mind
Like a flare burnin' now and then
Reminding me of what we were
I wished for the things to be undone
You lied once, you lied twice,
You lied again and again,
Wishing it was over this time I had a choice
And I chose not to refrain.
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la yeah