Lyrics: Adam Grisham
Music: Adam Grisham
Arranger: Adam Grisham
(Oh my god, wait!)
(I don’t wanna be the guy who’s calling calling)
(I don’t wanna be the guy who’s calling calling)
Am I a joke to you
Am I just like any other cheap friend
Always be warm to you
But I don’t want, and now’s the end
You said I’m nice to talk to when you need someone to fill the hole inside
I said that is why I’m here
But I don’t wanna be the guy who’s calling calling
Your phone 24/7 just to make you listen
So call me a simp while you’ve filled up my mind
With the pictures you’ve taken while he was online
I guess you call out my name when he’s touching touching
And you’re thrown out of his house heard that have you loved me
The same kind of plot has been played out two times
I’m not gonna be the one who makes you change your mind
I don’t know why love could be this dangerous
And you told me “careful everything might hurt”
I say I can take what god has given me
why not some strikes of brutal lightnings
Might dead but not as painful when you left
So I guess I’m in a living hell so I can
take whatever god has given me
cause he replaced my heart and feelings
I don’t wanna be the guy who’s calling calling
Your phone 24/7 just to make you listen
So call me a simp while you’ve filled up my mind
With the pictures you’ve taken while he was online
I guess you call out my name when he’s touching touching
And you’re thrown out of his house
heard that have you loved me
The same kind of plot has been played out two times
I’m not gonna be the one who makes you change your mind
(Change your mind)
Well,
I’m not a relaxing toy or just a chattering boy
So our relationship is easier for you to destroy
Do you really enjoy pouring your guts to me
I start to wonder if your words they are still trustworthy
Am I close to you or just a joke to you
So you could throw me away like I really wanted you
So I’m high maintenance
But I’mma climb the fence
Just to see you having a life with your toxic friends
And then I lied and sighed that I lost
Take your compliments to me I can’t forget them all
Am I a joke to you
Am I just a grain of sand in desert
Craving for girls like you
Do you really think that I’m this desperate
So I have tolerance and I have boundaries
You think that I was cheap
You blame it all on me
For him you’d break a smile you never did for me
Cause you avoid responsibilities of you and me
Like right here right now you just turned around
I can’t imagine how you’d paint a picture of me and said
“This guy’s a joke to me”