Music: payton hovis
You say it's for the best
But I feel way too stressed
I swear that I'm losing sight
Of what I do best
I wanna be right
Yeah, well I'm obsessed
It's bad that I lie
But there's stuff I can't confess
I've been down and so hopeless
I'm losing my focus
I hope I can show this
My life is so bogus
My career is tanking
Everything's taking
A dangerous route
I want you to tell me
'Cause you're the last damn person that I'm needing to please
And your eyes say no, but I can see all your greed
I'm an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
I hate the person I'm becoming
I swear it's natural, but I feel like it's evil
I've been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
I wanna turn back time, but I don't think I can leave
Take another step forward, I wish that I could step more
I try to turn around to face the problems, but I get bored
They tell me I'm a monster in disguise without a big roar
Seeing all my friends going up, wish I could get more
And everyone around wants me to change myself
I've been stuck up in the clouds where I cannot find help
I've been dragged inside the mud and I've been down in Hell
And really I have not been feeling all that well
I want you to tell me
'Cause you're the last damn person that I'm needing to please
And your eyes say no, but I can see all your greed
I'm an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
I hate the person I'm becoming
I swear it's natural, but I feel like it's evil
I've been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
I wanna turn back time, but I don't think I can leave
I want you to tell me
'Cause you're the last damn person that I'm needing to please
I want you to tell me
'Cause you're the last damn person that I'm needing to please