Lyrics: Isaiah Tejada/Sydney Cubit/Matthew Thomas Hall/David Schaeman
Music: Isaiah Tejada/Sydney Cubit/Matthew Thomas Hall/David Schaeman
I don’t recall much about us
Hurt so bad when I left that day
Put my heart in the trunk
Out side your apartment and drove away
Any photo or association with you had to go
I wiped it clean and held a funeral for that version of myself
then you, then myself, then you
I had to make you dead to me
Had to help myself get sober
From you and I got way colder, oh
Turned you into the enemy
Took my head off of my shoulder
Buried you and got the closure, oh
I know I’m going to the extreme but I have take it that far
To forget the things you said we’d be
I had to make you dead to me
Changed the duvet on my bed frame
I moved friends and moved out of state
Told myself that you hate me
Even though it didn’t end that way
Grieving comes many different shapes and forms and phases
Guess what I’m doings right now's a specific version of that for myself
Cause of you For myself cause of you
I had to make you dead to me
Had to help myself get sober
From you and I got way colder, oh
Turned you into the enemy
Took my head off of my shoulder
Buried you and got the closure, oh
I know I’m going to the extreme but I have take it that far
To forget the things you said we’d be
I had to make you dead to me
I had to make you dead to me
I had to make you dead to me
I had to make you dead to me
Had to help myself get sober
From you and I got way colder, oh
Turned you into the enemy
Took my head off of my shoulder
Buried you and got the closure, oh
I know I’m going to the extreme but I have take it that far
To forget the things you said we’d be
I had to make you dead to me
I had to make you dead to me