Lyrics: Rudolf Lesther Lopez
Music: Rudolf Lesther Lopez
I've been struggling
I hate to say that my heart
Constantly in f***ing pain
Oh the strain
Oh this is shame
Dang
I took a bottle and I drank it
No need pour me a glass
My head is lifted in apollo
Tryna never come back
I'm not rocking no protection
Got no space suit
Naked in the void
Hug the pavement
I'm unable to get up
Get up, get up
Easy to give up
Give up, give up
Maybe I'll be done
Be done, be done
Painting with mi blood
Mi blood, mi blood
Masakit ang pakiramdam ko(I feel sick)
Kaya ako kumakanta(That's shy I sing)
Nagsusulat lang ako(I'm just writing)
Na riring nyo ba ako(Are you laughing at me)
But I'm afraid to been seen now
Everyday is a slow start
But it's feeling like a speed round
In my mental and it goes far
Like if I could just slam on the gas
I could go in a flash
And abandon this whole world
No more to pain
No more debating
And no more mistakes
Doing no harm
Oh god
Cielo is falling
Tryna get high
Everyday process
Tryna get right
Lonely and lost
Tryna to get by
Nobody knows
If I'm doing alright
Nobody knows
That I'm put up a fight
Strengthen my voice
As I sing to the mic
What an unfortunate
Feeling to write
Destroying my body
To heal in the
I've been struggling
I hate to say that my heart
Constantly in f***ing pain
Oh the strain
Oh this is shame
Dang
Masakit ang pakiramdam ko(I feel sick)
Kaya ako kumakanta(That's why I sing)
Nagsusulat lang ako(I'm just writing)
Na riring nyo ba ako(Are you laughing at me)