Lyrics: Jonathan Lengel
Music: Jonathan Lengel
I've been through ups I've been through downs and no one knows the story
One second we're here the next we're not hey how do I work this?
There are so many good things and so many bad how do I celebrate with the emotions I've had?
All these thoughts are overwhelming
Can everyone just stop?
Do I feel happy or feel sad or in between or am I mad at the world?
Should I scream or should I yell and ruin my voice because of the things I've learned?
You're all moving so fast and I can't catch my breath
As fear goes up my strength went down it starts to feel hopeless
Then I was saved but not from pain it was only for a moment
There are so many good things and so many bad how do I celebrate with the emotions I've had?
All these thoughts are overwhelming
Can everyone just stop?
Do I feel happy or feel sad or in between or am I mad at the world?
Should I scream or should I yell and ruin my voice because of the things I've learned?
You're all moving so fast and I can't catch my breath
What happens if you were never here next to me would I still be the same?
With all of the things you have taught me I'm free and can finally claim
I am happy I am sad I'm in between and I'm mad at the world!
I will scream and I will yell and ruin my voice because of what I've learned!
Happy bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow then why can't I?
I'm a bluebird with two broken wings hoping you would take me to the sky
'Till then I'm here on the ground and I'm waiting for you