Life in Numbers

Lyrics: Dawn Richard Music: Spencer Zahn 9 times 9 times I was told "I love you" by somebody that didn't love me back 8 times 8 times I tried to hurt myself just to make it feel numb, to feel less 7 times 7 times I prayed for my father to beat cancer cause I don't know anybody stronger 6 times 6 times is all I need, 6 kisses is all I need to fall in love with you 5 times 5 times I told my mom it was ok to be just like her 4 times 4 times I signed my life away and begged for it back 3 times 3 times I lost the greatest people in my life 2 times 2 times is the amount of texts I sent to Cisco before he got gunned down 1 time 1 time is all I need to tell myself, it's ok, girl, you can cry now