Took too long
For me to leave you
You never made it easy
You knew just how to use me
To shape me to your will
Some sick kind of hypnosis
The power that it gave you
Knowing that I was yours
Completely
Did it feed your ego
Did it make you feel
Like you were strong
Did you do it
Did you prove
Everybody wrong
Am I stupid
To think that
There was a time
Before Before
You became you
You became you
You became you
You became you
Back and forth we go
Pendulum
Teeth bared venom
Flyin blow for blow
It could go on days and nights
Are we lovin or fighting
No one knows
Got a certain kick to it
Dont it
Yeah you know that you love it
Own it
Couldn't figure out
Where it went wrong
Where the switch flipped
Honey into poison
On your tongue
But I know in the night
When its over and done
That all the love
Would come flooding
And I hold onto those moments
Cuz I didnt want the doubt
To come in And I know
And I know
And I know
There was no time before
You became you
You became you
You became you
You became you
Cuz I'm holding on
(Cuz I'm holdin on)
To somebody
Who dont exist
Holding on to somebody
Who dont exist
Holding on to somebody
Who don't exist
Yeah I'm holding
On to somebody
Who dont exist
Holding on to somebody
Who dont exist Holding
On to somebody who dont exist
And I'm holding on to somebody
Who dont exist
Holding on to somebody
Who dont exist Holding
On to somebody who dont exist
And I'm holding on
To somebody who dont exist
To somebody who dont exist
You don't exist
Not anymore