Trust has been misused

You thought as I wasted all night Running that seems all night She cheated away from my life My mind All the time wasted and lie Couldn't make sense of the lies You took away my mind my life my mind Too full to change You held my name like a glass too thin Smiled while your fingers left cracks in it You said I'd never do you like the rest Then counted every secret Like numbers on your wrist You abused my trust Like it was nothing much Tore the wrapping off my heart Just to feel the rush Now every promise sounds like broken glass You abused my trust Said I can't get it back And I don't want you to die but I'm gonna My my my And I didn't want you then die When it hits in time go by You put either way my my love You abuse my ** Like it was nothing more Tore the wrapping off my heart Just to feel the rush Now every promise sounds like broken glass You abuse my trust And I can't get I used to open every door Now I'm double checking locks Reading faces tracing faults Waiting for the drop If someone says they're different I just hear your voice You taught me doubt and left me with a choice You abused my trust Like it was nothing much You're the ripping of my heart Just to feel the rush Now every promise cuts me Where I stand You abused my trust Now I don't trust my hand