It'S Just That

Lyrics: Deandra Nadira Music: Deandra Nadira I know you had to go But I miss you so oh oh oh oh I'm not always like this I'm holding on my wish And I kinda wish that you were here right now Time is ticking slow But I just want you to know Oh oh oh oh That everything's alright No tiny bugs that bites And the sun shines bright It's just that Last night I had a dream I saw you Showered by a strikes of beam I tried to call your name in my scream But then the light starts to dim I ran to you I tried to hold you tight But then you're gone Right before my eyes And so I cried but I'll be just fine I know you had to go But I miss you so Oh oh oh oh Why am I like this I'm way stronger than my fist And time still ticking slow But I just want you to know Oh oh oh oh Don't worry about me Although its hard for you to see I'm good as I can be It's just that Last night I had a dream I saw you Showered by a strikes of beam I tried to call your name in my scream But lights on you starts to dim I ran to you I tried to hold you tight But then you're gone Right before my eye And so I cried but I will be just fine Just know I'll be just fine Last night I had the strangest dream A nightmare scariest I have ever seen So can you please tell me what it means?