not too far, not too close

Lyrics: Esmae Music: Esmae Arranger: Esmae People who know Psychology from a bygone century diagnosed me With some so called disorders no money for therapy or the petty me Im being trapped in dilemma wanna quit the drama If I make it out alive Iโ€˜ ll never spend my life Walking on a line not too far, not too close Do ask my soul itโ€™ s just the way it goes Insecurity makes me cry Hide my dark side The detrimental scent of honey the sign of one approaching me poisoned by suffocating passion All those illusions ohhh i dance with people without touching and only hold hands in grand thinking If I make it out alive No regrets for my repulse cuz when Iโ€˜ m greedy they draw me no lines ๏ผˆ i want distances to be๏ผ‰ not too far, not too close Do ask my soul itโ€™ s just the way it goes at last i hesitate to perceive at last I retreat to my bed my nest my bed my nest