plea for forgiveness

You're quick to respond If it's a matter of hinderance I've checked upon the past It's there and it's evident That if it's not about to carry A bundle of guilt Then it's a bad thing To say to me I can't imagine That you're favoring Authenticity So you say you're gonna So you say you're gonna save me Go to the light and help me be seen But I never wanted you to fix me 'Cause this was more for you Not what I wanted to do But you keep saying that you'll save me An empty promise just passes by And I know you hate to see me cry Why does it havе to be a bad thing? (Why does it have to bе a bad thing?) You only respond so you can make amends For the moment The stakes for you solely Surrounded by pity So you say you're gonna save me Go to the light and help me be seen But I never wanted you to fix me 'Cause this was more for you Not what I wanted to do But you keep saying that you'll save me An empty promise just passes by And I know you hate to see me cry Why does it have to be a bad thing? Driven out of fidelity Through guilt It was out of the picture as soon As you expected for capes and a toolbox To fix you Is a promise still empty if your Reciprocity’s present in small ways? Yes So you say you're gonna save me Go to the light and help me be seen But I never wanted you to fix me 'Cause this was more for you Not what I wanted to do But you keep saying that you'll save me An empty promise just passes by And I know you hate to see me cry Why does it have to be a bad thing? A clearly vapid attempt to make amends Coming off more as pity Rather than a genuine plea for forgiveness Inevitably condescending and pointless All in a shallow endeavor to absolve one's self of guilt Episodic bursts of kindness And charity don't free one from culpability Forgiveness is not owed Forgiveness is earned