Lyrics: Sidney Robson
Music: Sidney Robson
Aha Aha
Oh, it's so exhilerating
The feelings that are fading
My heart is still pulsating
Aha Aha
Should I pullthe wrapping tighter
Does your head still feel lighter
Just don't try to fight, yeah
oh oh,lt's sorry sorry It's not in my title
so I'm not quite sure what'sin that vial
but that sickness that you have is vile
oh,I'm sorry sorry
t terribly so sorry sorry
just lay down a moment
I can tend to tend to tend to you
I tend to tend to I tend to
a apologise,right
when the tears fall from my eyes
I tend to try to do what's right
e even though the fault is always mine
no matter what,no matter when,no matter how
I will take the blame,but still,today,I'll treat you good for now
Aha Aha
but there's something so ecstatichaving
someone so passive
helpless within my grasp,it's
Aha Aha
i it's so,just so elating
s so exhilerating
w won't you let me say
it'scalming to have someone
I can take care of
their life in my hands,and no way to fight back
completely helpness
Aha
I'm being endlessly consumed
I think my soul and heart are doomed
and I know that I'm attuned to the growing growing wounds
on my arms,on my legs,in my heart,in my head
there's a poison that is looming and the IV drip is filling with dread
uh oh
oh these growing growing fresh wounds
uh oh
oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds
uh oh
I'm sick of feeling used
there is something that's inside me
and it can't be removed
so I'll stage right at the needle
and with this I conclued that
these fresh wounds they must stay and bruised
(I hope you get a hangnail and die)
(hueaaahh)
the first thing you do,is you ready the lumen,you ready the human,you must reassure them
incisions are made
so that they reach the vein,cutting into their neck and ignoring their pain
oh
lest we forget the anaesthetic
would't that be pathetic
of course,I am a medic
cosmetics can wait
snip cut
identify the access
point place the port
fell the joints seize
and now they're yours
Aha Aha
there's just something so ecstatic
having someone so passive within my g g grasp,it's
Aha Aha
it's insanely elating so exhilerating
please just like me say,it's calming to someone
I can take care of
their life in my hands,and no way to fight back
completely helpness
sarin,cresol,ricin,abrin,vx,chlorine,soman,tabun,even advil,even caffeine
could have dangers that you don't see
best to play safe,best to give in,best to retreat,best to listen
I have knowledge,that you won',yes I have cures and you,you don't
kick me,punch me
I don't care
slap me,scold me
pull my hair
beat me'tll I'm bule
is that what you wanna do
well in the end
I'll have my wayโ
I can put you in your place when you're on the verge of death
I'll let you take your final breath
that's what she wanted from me
that's what she needed from me
I was so useful
you see,you see,you see
don't you see that
you might not share that belief
I know she'd never leave me
I was so useful
you see,you see,you see don't you see it treat me like a toy
throw me around,exploit
she'd never leave me
like you will leave me
so you can leave me here
Aha Aha
Oh,it's so exhilerating
The feelings that are fading
My heart is still pulsating
Aha Aha
Should I pull the wrapping tighter
Does your head still feel lighter
Just don't try to fight, yeah
Aha Aha
I do want to help
I just can't help it
god they reserve it
all
(why don't you forgive me already)
I'm being endlessly consumed
I think my soul and heart are doomed
and I know that I'm attuned to the growing growing wounds
on my arms,on my legs,on my heart,in my head
there's a poison that is looming and the IV is filling with dread
uh oh
oh these growing growing fresh wounds
uh oh
oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds
uh oh
I'm so sick of feeling used
there's something that's inside me and it can't be removed
so I'll stare right at the needle
and with this I concluedโ
that the substance stuck inside it
is just toxic and crude
did I lose
woah
these flesh wounds
these fresh wounds
I'll let them bleed and bruise
sarin,cresol,ricin,abrin,vx,chlorine,soman,tabun
let them bleed and bruise
guess I lose