Lyrics: Connor Woodland
Music: Connor Woodland
Yeah, separation comes all the time
Like a book without the pages
I'm just left hung up in stages
Always trying to find ways to mend the spine
You got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind
So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
Yeah, so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that I'm fine
So won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
Until you cover the outlines till I'm nothing, till I'm nothing to you
So won’t you, yeah won’t you
Yeah just leave me the **** alone
Cus I'm better here on my own
Because I'm bettеr here, bettеr here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that
I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts
Remember the time you drove me to the hospital
Yeah, I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
Yeah, everyone needs some help sometimes
Yeah, but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave
Like a ghost, in the background, I float around
Bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
Always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on
I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my ****in' head but I’m steady ****ing poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin' like a god
Man it’s so ****ing funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin'
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun
So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Like, **** I need help
But I’m barely ****ing breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling
So won’t you, yeah won’t you
Yeah just leave me the **** alone
Cus I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
So won’t you, yeah won’t you
Yeah just leave me the **** alone
Cus I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that
I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts
So won’t you, yeah won’t you
Yeah just leave me the **** alone
Cus I'm better here on my own
Because I'm better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that
I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm
But you know that it hurts, that it hurts