Music: Tamika Jai Nacson/Ed Graves/Jantine Annika Heij/Ryan Pettipas
In the silence, I can hear it beating
But they'll never know
In and out, I try to slow my breathing
I wonder if it shows
'Cause I've been here so many times before
Thinking I'm losing my mind
But I've been here so many times before
I know I gotta
I just wanna feel, turn the lights out
Let the waves crash over my heart
Maybe then I'll feel the fire burn out
As it all starts falling apart
Gotta feel the highest highs, the lowest lows
The dark and light
I just wanna feel, turn the lights out
Let the waves crash over my heart
Over my heart
In the dark, I feel it taking over
Like weight on my chest
Feel it out and wait until I'm sober
Try to wade through the mess
'Cause I've been here so many times before
Thinking I'm losing my mind
But I've been here so many times before
I know I gotta
I just wanna feel, turn the lights out
Let the waves crash over my heart
Maybe then I'll feel the fire burn out
As it all starts falling apart
Gotta feel the highest highs, the lowest lows
The dark and light
I just wanna feel, turn the lights out
Let the waves crash over my heart
Over my heart