Lyrics: Ryan Loxton
Music: Ryan Loxton
I know lately I know lately I’ve been way to distant .
But God right now I need you to hear this prayer.
Cause we both know right now I can’t have anymore descend.
I know it’s said,
when you let them pass,
you let them Rest,
In Peace, but that’s going to make me bleed,
please cause I haven’t helped where I need won’t understand me,
You can’t let her loose leaves.
Never mind take my tree.
No no no wait.
Shes been there since I was crawling on my knees.
Been there since I was throwing up giving her grief.
Giving her stress things she don’t need indeed.
Plus my motha can’t go through this.
Ay She is strong but I don’t think she can loose her 4th.
If you do that she might loose faith and to be honest I might do the same.
God why with you is it love and hate.
Ay Why does our relationship feel like a game.
I will tell it you straight.
I don’t wanna play.
Cause I know I’ve got shit to loose and I’ve got shit to gain.
But she has stuck by your side through the pain.
She can barely see those cataracts make her insane and I ain’t go mention shit about when it is a windy day.
Why you make it look like tears are running down her face.
I got to ask this in name.
Can you keep me sane.
People out here showing hate.
Tryna laugh it off but this laughings coming late.
Laughing stocked but they don’t know about the pain.
Sometimes I wanna explode go back to my evil ways.
I know lately I’ve been way to distant.
I know lately I’ve been way to distant.
God please keep me sane,
you know that I don’t do this in vein,
you know what I am doing you know why I pray you what I say so listen.
Please just answer this prayer cause we both know I can’t have any more descend.
I know it is said when you let them pass that you let them Rest In Peace.
I know lately I’ve been way to distant.