Lyrics: Azriel B
Music: Azriel B
I can’t lie
I know I’ll never grow out of this
These dreams are crawling up out of the pit
Devil on my shoulder
Angel dead on my wrist
Dry heave out my stomach
We all just try to exist
One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional
Breathless cries
Hopeless eyes
Am I still alive?
Am I still...
I don’t deserve it
It’s a twisted obsession
A clever misdirection
I learned my ****in' lesson cause
I’m going in circles
With nowhere to run
I’m lost in a cycle
I’m stuck in the mud
One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional
One good reason not to give it up
Another reason’s not too difficult
Why so hesitant to make it up?
When all your problems are just fictional
A recluse can’t let loose
You know yourself all too well
6 am still up and
I don’t know when this’ll end
But somehow
I just know
That all you ever was is dead
That all you ever was is dead