Music: Mikito P
There is nothing left to take but still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down yet I can ' t seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine nothing else would suffice
I take it in now I ' m alive
My phone is set on lock and I don ' t really care
There ' s tangle and knot that I cannot repair
I ' m a tragedy
I ' m ugly
I ' m trying to hide
I say "hello" then wave " Goodbye "
See me fall down
Let me die here slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty
I'm to blame
So I ' ll remain
Black white day night
lt ' s all the same
See it run down cut away no worries
Say no more l can surely say that l ' ve had enough
I still refuse to believe
Well it's true that i have friends I could name them just fine
But they all just seem so busy and don't have the time
They have problems of their own unrelated to mine
I buried them then to feel alright
But I find myself still smiling like it's all okay
There 's not a single thing I could honestly say
Of my ordinary family entire some ways
That I 'm so proud of to this day
Lay me right down
Let me sleep I ' m restless
Cover my eyes when I ' m up I'll finally fade away here today
Give me a reason then I ' ll stay
If I could fly if for only a moment
There wouldn ' t be such a need for casualty
I ' m alone and that is how it ' ll be
Why does everything I do cause tragedy
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here
Why I'm rejecting all that I am
I just don't understand
See me fall down
Let me die here slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty
I ' m to blame
So I ' ll remain
Black white day night
lt ' s all the same
See it run down cut away no worries
Say no more I can surely say that l've had enough
I can ' t remember
That very day ,that very day changed me
All the joy died like a light I carried
I'll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave
A world we try to believe
A life which I don ' t need
Now I'll finally be free