Lyrics: Zachary Munn/Dylan Stiles
Music: Zachary Munn/Dylan Stiles
Please, come help
It started when we were 16
When no one thought anything
It was all for fun (oh so fun)
But the fun's become
Pain with a lot of heartbreak
Too much give and no take
Sleepless nights and fake goodbyes
If I'm being honest
It's not what I thought it would be
Giving my life, red-lining my vices
Spending my nights with
Something I know that kills me
It's not how I thought it would feel
Numbing my days and throwing away
Everything I could be
I know what I'm doing, I know I should stop but
Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no
I can't get enough
I can't stop myself
Someone, please come help
Here I am at 23
This isn't who I'm supposed to be
I've lost control (all control)
And no one knows
I'm so out of touch with reality
I thought that these things were helping me
My will's been broke, I can't let go
If I'm being honest
It's not what I thought it would be
Giving my life, red-lining my vices
Spending my nights with
Something I know that kills me
It's not how I thought it would feel
Numbing my days and throwing away
Everything I could be
I know what I'm doing, I know I should stop but
Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no
I can't get enough
I can't stop myself
Someone, please come help
For a moment, I see the hell I've caused
And all the people I've hurt before
I disregard my better judgement
Damnit, I can't help it
Only one more time, I swear this is the last time that I
Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no
I can't get enough
I can't stop myself
Someone, please come help