Lyrics: Ellis Pearson
Music: Ellis Pearson
I only get it when the moon is out
I try to cash it in before it fades away
Locked up in wondering what it's about
When all that's hitting me are words from yesterday
Grasping for straws over here
The weather's a little too clear
Ankle deep in my ocean
I wish i were drowning
So much for hoping
Cus I feel like I'm spouting lies
Even when I have nothing to hide behind
Cus I'm not broken like the rest of you
I'm just not coded like the rest of you
So if it seeps into my work then you'd know
I can fake it til I make it
Oh god I'm not broken like the rest of you
Can you just code me like the rest of you ?
Am i just a vessel for them ?
Nothing more than a redirect
My sleeves are getting heavy
Following in my own footsteps
Well what's the point if you can't see it as well ?
Tryna convince myself I've been through hell
But I'm not broken like the rest of you
I'm just not coded like the rest of you
So if it seeps into my work then you'd know
I can fake it til I make it
Oh god I'm not broken like the rest of you
Can you just code me like the rest of you ?
Swear I can talk in some capacity
It's just a matter of how
Scraping the perimeter
So what's it to you now ?
What's it to you now ?
What's it to you now ?
What's it to you now ?
What's it to you now ?
I try to find a way to bring it out
Shut down the second it's getting crowded
No sense in embracing what I don't know about
Barricade the doors when I'm surrounded
I feel like I'm spouting lies
Even when I have nothing to hide behind
Cus I'm not broken like the rest of you
Just code me like the rest of you