i wish i could turn away from the car crash
the aftermath happy memories i can't get back
someone please flip around the hourglass
back before i started to even wear a mask
i can see past those rose colored glasses
never gonna be able to fit in with the masses
so don't ask this, i'm a masochist, you're a catalyst
a fire starter without matches make me master this
you're no longer an activist for this accident
plastic cups filled with amethyst that's my only wish
i hope they raise their fists to this shit make a list
for every day you weren't ****ing missed at least a little bit
i don't give a **** i don't care if i'm belligerent
yeah you made me b***h..
i now tear and scratch girl you make me itch
weren't you the one that said that i should come to grips
yeah i came to grips with how a razor sometime slips
every time i think of him up on your ****ing lips
gripping on your hips while sliding in his d**k
another slit and blood starts to ****ing drip
the vomit on my floor leaves me feeling really sick
another night i want to quit
would i even be ****ing missed?
my chest starts to cave in
blood drips off my tongue
i wish i could escape, but i can't even run
heart is now ash and i have chard lungs
i'm still waiting for the times for my life to be fun
heartbreaks keep on coming
my depression always summon
close my eyes and imagine all the times we were ****ing
i want to leave you on the floor dead feeling nothing
shards of glass in your neck
grab my chalice to pour your blood in
b***h i ****ing hate you
i don't want to hear you breathe
i just want to leave you in the same state you left me
crying in the dark all by my lonely
said that you loved me
opposite of what you showed me
i don't know what to do
i used to love you
now it's not the same
you are so plain drive me insane
i hate you and what you say
you caused me nothing but pain
i see life a different way
cut my wrist and fade away
AND I WISH SOMETHING WOULD WORK OUT
THIS IS NOT THE SAME NOW
HOW CAN YO REROUTE
HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME
AND THEN JUST WALK AWAY
HOW CAN YOU JUST WALK AWAY!?!