Lyrics: LUXA/Sienna Carter
Music: LUXA/Jackson Monroe/Camden Frost
I used to drown in every little thought
Turning my heart into a parking lot
Where nothing moved, where nothing grew
Just empty space and missing you
But I woke up and the sky felt new
Like the sunlight finally broke right through
And for the first time in a long long while
I caught myself… I caught myself smiling
I’ve been falling
I’ve been crawling
I’ve been holding on too tight
Now I’m learning
I’m returning
To the girl I left behind
I got a rainbow after rain
I got a heartbeat back again
I’m dancing in the middle of the pain
But I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
I got a rainbow after rain
I don’t need you to feel the same
I’m finally breathing, calling out my name
And I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
I used to beg for love like it was air
Like if you left then nothing would be there
But I found out I’m enough alone
I can be soft and still be strong
Now every step feels like a brand new song
Like my body knows where it belongs
And even if I cry, it’s not the end
It’s just the water that I had to spend
I’ve been breaking
I’ve been shaking
I’ve been scared of all the light
Now I’m glowing
Still I’m growing
And I’m stepping out tonight
I got a rainbow after rain
I got a heartbeat back again
I’m dancing in the middle of the pain
But I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
I got a rainbow after rain
I don’t need you to feel the same
I’m finally breathing, calling out my name
And I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
Ooh—
I’m okay, I’m okay
Ooh—
I’m okay, I’m okay
Ooh—
I’m okay, I’m okay
Yeah, I’m okay
Look at me now
I’m not the girl you left behind
I’m not the tears, I’m not the night
I’m not the fear inside my mind
I’m the sunrise
I’m the new light
I’m the music in my chest
I’m the moment
I’m the promise
I’m my own kind of blessed
I got a rainbow after rain
I got a heartbeat back again
I’m dancing in the middle of the pain
But I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
I got a rainbow after rain
I don’t need you to feel the same
I’m finally breathing, calling out my name
And I’m okay, yeah I’m okay
Rainbow after rain…
I’m okay…
I’m okay…