Pulsar Star

Silent gloom I wake into my empty room I smell the trace of nice perfume Of someone pretty fine, someone never mine Piece by piece I fall apart and beg, "God, please" I heard them laugh, I saw them kiss And wonder who to blame That I don't get the same? Of course it's me (It's me, it's me) Who else it be? (It be, it be) My fault neglecting what I need Ice breaks twice We'll meet in a few weeks or lives (Lives, lives) Hearts of stone They shatter too On cold floors in their rooms God, my soul is crying too With endless tears, it's bruised Guess I am way too used To being greedily used Spinning 'round and 'round and faster My mass is too hard to master For a normal, usual human being Hold me, hug me, or I'll fall Lose the oddments of my soul And turn into a merciless black hole To be sublime quasar All near must be devoured That's the fate Of pulsar star of mine Who dreams to shine