Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself
This day I woke up with some-someone else
You open up your mouth but I am not impressed
Choking on your lies I'm like how could I connect
Got me thinking wild with whether anybody left
Trait nobody but nobody's ever minded into let
Getting kids like a pet
Saw it as that we ****ed
if you've never wanted kids then you never should have been their mom
Off of that mattered or not
What the **** is up with Dad
Going up thinking 'bout the fact that at least he went up my back
when she would pop off but when I did not run
My Dad would drop me off then we didn't meet for months
Mama screamin' that somebody just leavin' us
I remember one time we barely greeted once
Cuz he was drinking so much he barely recognize me
have me
but thinking who I am entirely
Came to school for lunch
Apparently a god was to find me
cuz this girl was textin' me upon how much she likes me
Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself
This day I woke up with some-someone else
Open up your eyes Can you see me yet?
Copin' with this love I'm like how could I expect?
Was beaking up my solid self was screaming on my chest
So I've been seeking violence leave my demons get the best
So if there ain't right between us
Walk left I'm not the one to talk to dare when I lost respect
don't just fall on philins
if we talk about philins
then watch the role from the cilin
Tieing the negative across my neck
Was thirteen when she shoulda with her friend
I should've let her stop believin' when it happens like you dreamin' in it since
Tryna seset all the actions even when your heart is beating tryna see the better end
It ain't bittersweet I should just leave it in the end
Haven't we checked for the resets just to beat it up again
The cita was mistreated but I gave my everything
I ****ing loved you girl you make me hated evrything
Girl how I loved you I can't hold myself
This day I woke up with some-someone else