Lyrics: Curtis Spiller
Ten years old and a meth addict
If you're watching this, then I'm already dead
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin
girl I hate it when we fight
But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want
But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot
Girl you left me in the dark
Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fxxkin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb
Tell me something why the fxxk did I keep chasin?
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake
I wash the blood away thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine
But ive been dying on my own
And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right
And I thought that you were the one in my ****in life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night
But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot
Girl you left me in the dark
Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fxxkin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb
Tell me something why the fxxk did I keep chasin?
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake
I wash the blood away thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine
But ive been dying on my own