Lyrics: Tristan Valenti
Music: Tristan Valenti
So I had to **** up a good thing
This time, for a change, I didn't mean to, honestly
Self-destruct, it’s a prophecy
You said, "If you're gonna break down, at least do it responsibly"
Had to sabotage what little that I'm worth
Oh no, I took it too far and got hurt
Six feet in the dirt
But if I say the words I want, I’ll choke
I feel em building in my throat
You shouldn’t have to choose, I know
If I had you
If I could have you
I barely have you
But I could take her place
You said it yourself, I'm full of love
Well, maybe these days it's probably too much
Smoke screens, silver lines I drew then crossed
What's to lose if it's already lost
There’s still people clawing at my door
Had to shut them out making more room for
A pipe dream I'm now watching crash and burn
That I'm clutching onto even in spite of her
I'm ****ing selfish
So ****ing selfish
I'm feeling selfish
Hurts but I just let it