Lyrics: Sidney Toga/Delanie Leclerc
Music: Sidney Toga
You've been pushing and pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I've been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I'm sinking
I don't know what I've been thinking
For so long
For so long
In a time of love and no hate
I just wanna feel something
And at night I pray
To feel a change in motion
I can't find a single reason why
But I'll try
To make it right
Swear that this has happened every time
And this crime can go on no longer
You've been pushing and pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I've been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I'm sinking
I don't know what I've been thinking
For so long
For so long
I've been living in my head for a little bit
All these little voices when you talk, I don't hear a thing
You say It's normal to be feeling like this
But it hurts to resist
And I can't stop the wave that's coming on now
And I want you to know that's it's real
So sit down and don't cry
I'm not done trying
You've been pushing and pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I've been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I'm sinking
I don't know what I've been thinking
For so long
For so long
I'm trying, trying
But the words are weighing me down
And I don't wanna say it
But I don't wanna back down
It's clear that you sense it
And the tensions getting hard
So I'm gonna let it go let it flow
You've been pushing and pulling me backwards
Trying to get a reaction
This whole thing has been a disaster
So why do I keep hanging on
I've been controlling my feelings
So why does it feel like I'm sinking
I don't know what I've been thinking
For so long
For so long
(Let it go, let it flow)
So long
Oh, oh, oh for so long
(Let it go, let it flow)
Let it go, let it flow
So long