Lyrics: Mokrane Mohamed Aimen
Music: Mokrane Mohamed Aimen/Mokrane Chakib
[Verse 1]
Sleazin’ and sinnin’, she sittin’ on me
All of her perfume still stuck on my jeans
Met her in the corner around twelve fifteen
Told the bartender, “Double that Hennessy”
Little confession if you wanna know
My girl packed her bags like an hour ago
Said I lost myself and she can’t do this no more
Now I’m in the dark where the neon glow
And I don’t wanna feel how my chest keeps breakin’
I don’t wanna think so my mind stays faded
Out in the city with the boys gettin’ wasted
Leather black jacket and my heartbeat racin’
[Pre-Chorus]
Just a heartbroke man
Cold eyes, gold chain
In the back of the nightclub
Pourin’ champagne
Don’t trust nobody that I came with tonight
Back of the Uber with the smoke and lights
Drunk calls, drunk lies
Long nights, blurred signs
Tryna find somebody on the same damn vibe
Now it’s back to the bar
Back to the dark
To the penthouse room and my old damn life
[Chorus]
’Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night
I don’t wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, give me anything
Take this pain, let my soul breathe
You ask me what’s wrong
Doc, I can’t explain
I just don’t wanna feel again
[Verse 2]
One hand grippin’ the wheel too tight
One eye closed from the city lights
Twenty-four hours since she cut me loose
Now I got a new girl tryna spend the night
Last night hit like a blade in the ribs
Fake smiles while I drown in the bass and the kicks
Whole crew talkin’ but I barely hear shit
Too numb now, I just move my lips
And she whisper, “Baby, what you runnin’ from?”
I said, “Love got a trigger and it already won”
Now I dance with strangers just to kill the silence
Every touch temporary, every kiss is violence
[Pre-Chorus]
Just a broken soul
Two pills, one phone
In the back of the nightclub
Tryna let go
Everybody here got secrets they hide
Everybody here just dies inside
Drunk texts, cold sweats
No sleep, no rest
Tryna find peace but it ain’t here yet
So it’s back to the intro
Back to the smoke
Back to pretending I don’t feel regret
[Chorus]
’Cause I don’t wanna feel how I did last night
I don’t wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything please
Have mercy on a man like me
You ask me my symptoms
Truth is—I’m drained
I just don’t wanna feel again
[Bridge]
Lipstick stains on the collarbone
Somebody askin’ me if I’m gettin’ home
Truth is I forgot where my heart even goes
Speedin’ through the city while the radio blows
Mixing heartbreak with the liquor again
Tellin’ all my secrets to a girl I just met
If I can’t remember
Then I won’t regret
Except this damn kick drum inside my head
[Final Chorus]
I don’t wanna feel how I did last night
No, I don’t wanna feel, no
Doctor, doctor, save my life
Take these memories slow
Everybody leaves
Everybody changes
Guess love’s just another drug
And I hate it
I don’t wanna feel how I did last night…
Again.